I wish I could ask you if I was annoying you. But if someone asked me if he was annoying me, I would say “of course not” even if he was.

It’s kind of common courtesy. I wouldn’t come straight out and tell a person that he was annoying me as that seems mean. I know that some people would disagree and say that honesty is the best policy, but I just can’t stand hurting someone’s feelings. I’m not saying that I am always dishonest when a person’s feeling are at stake. If a friend asked me my opinion on her new hairstyle that I thought was not-so-attractive, I would probably tell her that I thought it was interesting and different. If it was a close friend I might even tell her that it didn’t do anything for me, but her opinion is really the only one that counts. It’s a nicer way to spin the truth.

I’m getting away from my main point. It’s dumb and insecure, I know. In the back of my mind, I just can’t help but think that to you I’m just like an annoying little dog barking around your ankles, the kind you would like to just kick, but won’t. But I can’t ask because I don’t think you will tell me if I am. Maybe I’m not, but I really can’t tell.

From what I can tell, there is no easy way around this issue at this point in time. So I guess I will keep doing what I am doing. I know that I need to just roll with the punches, but I am a terrible over-thinker.

every time I watch an episode of skins, I think in a british accent for a solid hour after

haha